I thought about the most and the least important things in life. I took everything easy and had the courage to lose myself in something I truly wanted. As I encountered more people, I realized how far I could go without crossing my limits. On those days I often asked myself if monsters are born or created. How naive I was. You think you know your limits and know when you are about to fall down the cliff. But no, you have no idea how bad it gets. While The world is in tears, uncertainty is swallowing everyone up, lives are getting destroyed and everyone is afraid of their next, we play dumb. But we knew exactly what is going on. The crime we committed still makes me go mad. Non of us knows where to put all the emotions, nor one trusts each other anymore. We drink the poison our minds pour for us and wonder why we feel so sick. At that moment, when I saw you there lying lifeless, I had the courage to accept the answer to my question; I am a monster I created