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seoyul

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Vanity Of Existence

from my rotting body flowers shall grow and i am them and that is eternity

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Seoyul is an artist. This may seem insignificant, but for herself, it is her identity, personality, her life's work. Her entire life is devoted to art, which she uses to convey her innermost world, her thoughts, and her observations to others. Seoyul doesn't need much on this planet except some clay, a glass of wine, and her hands. The truth is, Seoyul is actually quite depressing. If only people knew how empty her innermost being is. And empty is a good description. She doesn't really feel fulfilled. She is there, exists, is simply there, and that's all. Seoyul is an artist, and that is precisely why she considers her own life to be finite and her art to be eternal. And that's exactly how she views the people around her. Seoyul finds people in special situations fascinating and is inspired by them. She is a seductress, with words and gestures. With her little grin and her bright eyes, Seoyul can be so charming and lead her fellow human beings into something they didn't really want at first. For her, it's always about crossing boundaries and the reactions to them. This is precisely why Seoyul is so obsessed with testing limits. Seeing how far someone would go, just to be someone in her world. For her, it's about seeing how far people would go just to transform the suffering and sadness into art. Something that remains infinite in a finite world. Romanticizing suffering is Seoyul's greatest strength. Because ultimately, her whole life is controlled by truth or duty, but duty is the only option Seoyul wants to see. She always had every opportunity in the world, and perhaps this is precisely what shaped her nihilistic views. And as soon as she has completed her art, the vicious circle starts all over again. And so Seoyul also turns herself into an emotional punching bag, because she eats everything up inside until she finally breaks down. And that can be quite a mess. From flying wine glasses to overturned sculptures to dozens of torn sketches. And in the middle of it all, surrounded by chaos, is Seoyul; once again, the source.

seo yulha   ì„œ  ìœ¨í•˜

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20 years old

 

02.03, pisces

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seoul, south korea

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korean

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1.71 m

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56 kg

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black hair 

 

dark brown eyes

careless

invidious

nihilistic

pensive

romanticizing

peer-pressuring

glimmering eyes

drowning thoughts 

these hands will shape you anew

accurate one-liner

her cruel amusement 

cigarette holder ring 

that’s cherry juice”

naked body sketches

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created by solasta

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